{"id":1245,"date":"2006-07-20T21:56:59","date_gmt":"2006-07-20T21:56:59","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/amrani.cc\/wp\/?p=1245"},"modified":"2006-07-20T21:56:59","modified_gmt":"2006-07-20T21:56:59","slug":"2006-7-20-memory-for-forgetfulness-html","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/amrani.cc\/wp\/?p=1245","title":{"rendered":"Memory for forgetfulness"},"content":{"rendered":"<div data-src=\"v5\">In 1982 the Palestinian poet <a href=\"http:\/\/www.kirjasto.sci.fi\/darwish.htm\">Mahmoud Darwish<\/a> wrote a long stream-of-consciousness poem about <em>that <\/em>Israeli attack:<\/p>\n<blockquote><p>Three o&#8217;clock. Daybreak riding on fire. A nightmare coming from the sea. Roosters made of metal. Smoke. Metal preparing a feast for metal the master, and a dawn that flares up in all the senses before it breaks. A roaring that chases me out of bed and throws me into this narrow hallway. I want nothing, and I hope for nothing. I can&#8217;t direct my limbs in this pandemonium. No time for caution, and no time for time. If I only knew&#8212;if I knew how to organize the crush of this death that keeps pouring forth. If only I knew how to liberate the screams held back in a body that no longer feels like mine from the sheer effort spent to save itself in this uninterrupted chaos of shells. &#8220;Enough!&#8221; &#8220;Enough!&#8221; I whisper, to find out if I can still do anything that will guide me to myself and point to the abyss opening in six directions. I can&#8217;t surrender to this fate, and I can&#8217;t resist it. Steel that howls, only to have other steel bark back. The fever of metal is the song of this dawn.<\/p><\/blockquote>\n<p>The whole poem, <em>Memory for Forgetfulness<\/em>, is <a href=\"http:\/\/ark.cdlib.org\/ark:\/13030\/ft1z09n7g7\/\">here<\/a>.<\/p>\n<p>Thanks to E.H. for reminding me.<\/p><\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<div data-src=\"v5\">In 1982 the Palestinian poet <a href=\"http:\/\/www.kirjasto.sci.fi\/darwish.htm\">Mahmoud Darwish<\/a> wrote a long stream-of-consciousness poem about <em>that <\/em>Israeli attack:<\/p>\n<blockquote><p>Three o&#8217;clock. Daybreak riding on fire. A nightmare coming from the sea. Roosters made of metal. Smoke. Metal preparing a feast for metal the master, and a dawn that flares up in all the senses before it breaks. A roaring that chases me out of bed and throws me into this narrow hallway. I want nothing, and I hope for nothing. I can&#8217;t direct my limbs in this pandemonium. No time for caution, and no time for time. If I only knew&#8212;if I knew how to organize the crush of this death that keeps pouring forth. If only I knew how to liberate the screams held back in a body that no longer feels like mine from the sheer effort spent to save itself in this uninterrupted chaos of shells. &#8220;Enough!&#8221; &#8220;Enough!&#8221; I whisper, to find out if I can still do anything that will guide me to myself and point to the abyss opening in six directions. I can&#8217;t surrender to this fate, and I can&#8217;t resist it. Steel that howls, only to have other steel bark back. The fever of metal is the song of this dawn.<\/p><\/blockquote>\n<p>The whole poem, <em>Memory for Forgetfulness<\/em>, is <a href=\"http:\/\/ark.cdlib.org\/ark:\/13030\/ft1z09n7g7\/\">here<\/a>.<br \/>\nThanks to E.H. for reminding me.<\/div>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[4],"tags":[102,30],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/amrani.cc\/wp\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1245"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/amrani.cc\/wp\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/amrani.cc\/wp\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/amrani.cc\/wp\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/amrani.cc\/wp\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1245"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/amrani.cc\/wp\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1245\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/amrani.cc\/wp\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1245"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/amrani.cc\/wp\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1245"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/amrani.cc\/wp\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1245"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}